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I was talking to my sis on yahoo messenger this morning and she said ‘ Can you please go update your blog…Its the ‘ooh i’m going to bangkok’ post everytime I go look at your blog. *rolls eyes…yawns…boring* Hahaha. SOooooooo…..here I am again. finally? 😀

But I realise..that I haven’t been blogging much because I don’t know what to say! haha. Opps… Except, that I have been super busy trying to write more songs (happy tunes to be exact…I realise I’m really really bad with happy tunes. Maybe I’m a closet melancholic, depressive girl.. hmm..that’s a thought to ponder. ) Anyways, as I was saying… I’m stil glitch on the happy tune writing bit. Help anyone?? Maybe you should all send me flowers and chocolates…so I’ll be really happy…..so that I’ll be able to write happy tunes. 😀 Good idea? Or noooo… how about…. sending me bag, shoes, clothing vouchers! I would be really really happy then…. My favourite stores are: Pedder Red (for shoes), Topshop, Zara (for clothes) and…. maybe another balenciaga bag (the red one is gorgeous!) would be good. Thanks guys…you are all the SWEETEST….. *muakssssssss* 😉

Right. So you can all tell I’m rather bored at the moment….doing lunch duty at work. YUCKS. (twice in a row too!!!!!! *boo!*)

Completed the recording proper of my first demo song the other day. It is really really hard work in the studio! I took like 4 hours just recording 2 verses and a chorus. Almost fainted when i stepped out. 4 hours of non-stop singing..that’s a record. (for the record, I’m not very good at singing still…just in case you all are expecting a Celine Dion or something. :D) So.. bascially we took 7-8 hours just to record a complete song. Its in the process of mixing and editing now. Looking forward to the end product! 🙂

Also, I’m in the ‘AIP’ programme with my music school – Hark Music. We are performing every Saturday (8pm) at the school’s little auditorium. Had my first performance just last Saturday. Quite nerve-wrecking, but fun at the same time. I have to learn new songs every week and go for rehersals as well.

So basically, I’m finding that I don’t have enough time! 😦 Maybe I should stop trying to do too many things at a time…

Oh!… And I’m also proud to announce that I have not shopped since I got back from Bangkok! Been 2 weeks already! 🙂

Anyways, I think I should stop rambling…time to catch a little siesta before I have to get busy again. 🙂 *muaks* Keep well everyone!

Guess what?? I’ll be going to Bangkok again!!! … In 2 week’s time to be exact. 🙂 more shopping?

The flu bug caught me again over the weekend. What a bummer… 😦

I realise…that all men are selfish. It’s ‘every man for himself’, and no one will look out for your interests before theirs. Thinking otherwise is only wishful thinking.

I wish…that I am capable enough to handle arrangements for a song…and be able to enjoy the process of bringing out the full potential of my melody.

I realise…I hate waking up at bloody 6am every morning.

I wish…I had 24 hours at my beck and call – to not have to slave 12 hours a day at nothing just for $.

I realise…I dislike feeling pressured by social obligations. No one should make me feel bad, and I come and go as I please…free like a bird.

I wish…not to be bored with myself, with life.

I realise…I tire and exhaust a new experience quickly. Entice and excite me with something, please.

I wish…I wish…that someday, I’ll stop wishing.

🙂