An ‘anonymous’ left me this statment ‘someday you will find the fame that you want..’ in my previous post. It’s funny how anonymous’s statment was made seeming like he/she really knew me, when quite obviously he/she doesn’t. Anyways, it inspired me to think about what I really want.
I love to write music, to sing, perform, dance, draw, paint, play the piano…I love self-expression and creativity. When I’m immersed in doing something of such field, I become an insane perfectionist and drive myself till I achieve self-satisfaction. I have come to realise over the years, that I am only such, and can only be such when I have a genuine love and passion for something.
I have tried swaying off course to other completely non-related but more practical, $-making fields….only to find myself bored, completely restless and yes…just bored.
“Love your job and you’ll never have to work a day” – This is what I am looking for. To find something that I’ll be crazily passionate about, that will make me feel ‘alive’ every single waking moment. Maybe what I choose to do may bring fame along the way, I may hate it, I may love it….who knows?