I’ve been doing quite a bit of thinking of late. Having been feeling stuck in the doldrums for quite a bit. I feel that I’ve reached another juncture, except this time, I haven’t that many crossroads to choose. Of course, I have my loved ones to really thank for having been loving and supporting me, no matter how silly my choices in life have been. I still haven’t reached a final decision for the next step, having been disappointed so many times…I’m still trying to find the strength to step out and perhaps the right word would be,: to leave it all behind and start anew. I’m not in any trouble or anything, I’m just trying to find me, to be me. I look around and see that it seem so easy for so many. Yet, I’m struggling so with these baby steps. I hope to join the bandwagon of those who have it easy soon. And hopefully, that’s when I’ll be truly happy.
With all that, I’ve changed the look of my blog. I feel like something clean and less distracting. I hope all of you will like this new look.
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“I’m just trying to find me, to be me. I look around and see that it seem so easy for so many. Yet, I’m struggling so with these baby steps. I hope to join the bandwagon of those who have it easy soon. And hopefully, that’s when I’ll be truly happy.”My sentiments EXACTLY. I have no ideas if we are fighting the same battle or an entirely different one since that paragraph could be about anything from career to life to love to all-of-the-above-plus-a-whole-load-of-miscellaneous-underlying-issues-and-more. However, it really strikes a chord in me. Especially about how it seems so easy for so many. Then again, perhaps those “so many” have their own battles to fight too, and perhaps we are the one they envy in other aspects. You know what they say…你看我好，我看你好.Whatever it is, let’s look at this current situation as an opportunity where we learn and grow to become even more attuned to who we really are and who we can become. With all these thinking and questioning and adjusting that we are doing now, perhaps we are really laying a solid foundation for which we can use as a platform to further develop ourselves.Hope everything works out beautifully for you in time to come!
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