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Have you ever prepared for something really hard… and when it’s the crunch time to carry through what’s been planned, you freeze and suddenly get really scared? – scared that all you’ve been planning and dreaming about may fall apart with just one poof?

It’s a funny feeling i tell you.

Sometimes, a beautiful facade is not what seem to be.
Feeling like you have gotten it all worked out,
With the world seemingly at your feet,
You suddenly break down.

Surrounded by everything and everyone,
Yet you feel all alone.
Hot tears spill uncontrollably in your safe haven of loneliness,
You sink to your lowest.

Feeling afraid,
You lose sight of your hopes and dreams.
This web that you weaved to set yourself free,
Starts to trap you within.

You wish you can fly far far away…

To a utopia,
Where you feel nothing, but euphoria.

I noticed while waiting for my food at lunch today….that a lot of guys look like they’ve got no necks when they wear business shirts and ties? Hmm….must say they all look kinda funny. *hee Almost like a turtle…maybe the double button collar is a tad bit too high? The shirt’s a wee bit too tight? Or the tie is tied slightly wrong? Hmmm…..I wonder….

We sent Kai to the groomer’s so he’ll look handsome and smell fresh for the party…and he’s now very tired after a long night of playing and trying to stay looking good. *hee*

Thank you guys for all the loves and cheers. 🙂 *muaks & hugs*

Do you do really stupid things sometimes, and bang your head after and ask yourself why the hell did you just do that?!

I just had a classic ‘stupid’ moment.